Okay so today was f****d up. Binge,binge, binge...I'm eating as I type this...almonds...and milk.I feel so fat and ashamed...I need to get back on track but I don't want to look suspicious to my parents or boyfriend...I really need some tips here. How do you only eat soup without it looking like your only eating soup? tomorrow seems like a good no cal day...tea only...I promised myself I'd stop eating at midnight and purge so I can have a fresh start to the new day...I need to get this disgusting food out of my system...how can I slip up so badly when I have been doing so good? steadily losing weight for the last 4 or 5 weeks? It's really beyond words how I feel right now. I want to be thin and beautiful more than anything. I want to be a model. I was thinking about trying out for americas next top model if I get thin enough in time...by march...arrrrghhh. Not at this rate. I know you girls have got some good...possibly great tips...please share them....thanks...much
alex
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i dont know whats wrong with me,i think ill sleep now.keep me upadated with yourself,ill b over at a frends tomorrow,i dont know i will skip anything,also wont update,but do lemme know abt urself. :)
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